Live life to the fullest


Im not the kind of person who loves quotes that are “cheesy” Oh c’mon. You know what I mean, but that quote *points to the title* is one-of-a-kind. :)) Enough about “cheesy-ness”, dude. So, what happened to me? well, look, Im still alive and oh for the love of Christ! I am happy. Moving on. What am I feeling again? Oh, did i say that already? Oh sorry, Im just freaking happy. So, what’s the catch?

A while ago, we had our Judgement Day - why the hell I got that term? - Oh just kidding, silly. So, we had our 2nd Quarter Card day, and my grade was good, i mean, it was great! Well for me! I wasn’t expecting that! Well, expect the unexpected.

Anyhow, I have another reason why am i acting like this. So, well, ugh. I dont know how to start this stupidity. Let’s just call him, “he”, ok?

He, is my former classmate and to admit it, I love like him. Let’s go back to the past, first. We are seatmates, we are not officially seatmates but we are near to each other, well that fact makes me happy, girly! So, just like other classmates, we talk, talk, and talk. And oh, he has a good eyes too. I cant stand looking at his eyes while we are talking. And we came to the part where we chat all night long - past memory. That’s was when I fell in lovelike with him. But, this crazy coughbitchcough classmate of mine, went to the center of attraction, our friendship disappeared. Boom! And to be honest, she is not pretty. She is not normal. She is a fat whore, flirting at anyone, dammit. Days, weeks, and months passed. He didnt pm me, he dont talk to me anymore. Maybe that coughbitchcough is with it. Enough with that. So, another school year started, he still don’t talk to me. And I forgot all about my coughinfatutaioncough about him. A while ago, he talked to me. We talked, we shared past memories, we laughed, just like old friends do. He stares at me. He stares at me. He stares at me. He stares at me. And that makes me crazy! And then.. he said “Next time na ulit.” I hope there will be a next time. Then suddenly, all those memories came back like a blur.

I wanna leave those memories. Srsly. I dont want to be hurt just like before.